"Have you ever seen your woman just lookin' at you?"

I don't like my jerkoff face
I don't like my jerkoff name
I don't like my jerkoff behavior
And I don't like Myself, jerkoff.

We clear?

I'm sorry I wasn't listening.



I can't stop thinking about how much I suck and how things are only going to get worse as I get older and older...

And people seem to be trying, but with no success, to cheer me up.

I don't know what's wrong with me...

I don't know what's right with me, but maybe that's my problem.

I wish someone, anyone, could give me a good reason not to worry about the things I worry about.

The things I should worry about, I don't. Like where I live, we're having a lot of trouble paying the bills. The cable guy came by this morning and disconnected our cable. Took the cable boxes. We are now cable less. The power, the phone, the internet, the gas could be next.

We could even get evicted.

That might be the end of this blog, if it happens.

We'll see. Thats it for me.